Yep, starting again. I’m not sure whether to call this round 3 or round 4 – technically it’s round 4 but my round 3 was, well, pretty half assed. I haven’t weighed myself yet but I’m sure that I gained what I lost in round 3 :-\ But it’s all ok. I guess I’ll just suck it up and call it what it is. Round 4.
One thing I have been struggling with (regardless of where my weight is) is this general feeling of fatness! There was a time that this weight felt SOOOOO thin to me, but my old self-image enemy is rearing it’s ugly head, and now I just feel fat again. I can consciously know that my self-image is wonky, but it’s almost uncontrollable regardless. Oh well. I’ll feel better after I get back on track and have control of my eating habits again.
I spent this past weekend at the Texas State Fair, and let me just say that my load days should have been this past Saturday and Sunday. I just didn’t want to deal with travelling with the HCG so they will be deemed my pre-load load days 
I had all kinds of delicious badness, most of it battered and deep fried in the Texas tradition. KO and I had a fantastic time, it was a wonderful celebration of 5 months of love. Last week I dreamed that he won a giant (huge) stuffed animal for me – and guess what!!! He did!
Today is load day one. It’s also TOM. I’m doing what I normally do: ignore it and get on with the program.
Love to you my peeps, enjoy this beautiful day xxxooo
Hi Christy,
Blessings on you and success, for sure. Welcome back. Glad you and KO had such a great time together. Enjoy.
Janiece
Thank you Janiece!!! How are things going for you?
Hi Christy ~ Thanks for asking. Well I’m hungry all of the time. I’m on R3 VLCD 13. I’m doing 23 days + 72 hours VLCD, and then P3 for 18-20 days and cycling back to P2.
I’ve been hungry for all 3 rounds in the VLCD days. No worries. I’m not going to stress about it. I drink 3 1/2 liters of water daily and sometimes 1/2 liter or more during the night. I’ve given into cheating with wine at night. Again, no worries. Like you said, we fall down, dust ourselves off and get up again. Oh how true.
Today I began using the Platinum Body Performance hCG Pellets. Maybe all of the hCG in the ampules I had was just a bad batch. We will see.
Cheers!
Janiece
I’m so happy you went to the fair! It’s always a blast! Cassidy said there was fried butter????? She said they were so stuffed by the time they saw the butter they didn’t try it…honestly what will they think of next? Love ya gurly and glad to see the new post! In spite of TOM, I am sure you will prevail!
I love you too!! I had so much fun and the fair and won’t EVEN go into all the crap I ate. I did not, however, have the fried butter or fried beer