Did my first injection this morning – I was terrified! I was sweaty, my hands were shaking, and I had to just force myself to do it. After all that anxiety – I barely felt it. So that’s that! The rest will be easier. I have been loading, gorging, whatever you want to call it. I don’t feel like eating though, and am having to absolutely force myself to do it. Oh I also weighed myself this morning, I haven’t wanted to do that. I almost cried – I’m at 204. I have never been this heavy. I gained more weight than I thought after I quit smoking. Oh well. I’m on the road to fixing it, strong, confident, and anticipating the up and coming losses.
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