Yep, starting again. I’m not sure whether to call this round 3 or round 4 – technically it’s round 4 but my round 3 was, well, pretty half assed. I haven’t weighed myself yet but I’m sure that I gained what I lost in round 3 :-\ But it’s all ok. I guess I’ll just suck it up and call it what it is. Round 4.
One thing I have been struggling with (regardless of where my weight is) is this general feeling of fatness! There was a time that this weight felt SOOOOO thin to me, but my old self-image enemy is rearing it’s ugly head, and now I just feel fat again. I can consciously know that my self-image is wonky, but it’s almost uncontrollable regardless. Oh well. I’ll feel better after I get back on track and have control of my eating habits again.
I spent this past weekend at the Texas State Fair, and let me just say that my load days should have been this past Saturday and Sunday. I just didn’t want to deal with travelling with the HCG so they will be deemed my pre-load load days 🙂 I had all kinds of delicious badness, most of it battered and deep fried in the Texas tradition. KO and I had a fantastic time, it was a wonderful celebration of 5 months of love. Last week I dreamed that he won a giant (huge) stuffed animal for me – and guess what!!! He did!
Today is load day one. It’s also TOM. I’m doing what I normally do: ignore it and get on with the program.
Love to you my peeps, enjoy this beautiful day xxxooo
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